I'm better, I think. I'm still unmedicated, though there were a couple of weeks where I tried 18 mg of Concerta, per day, sometimes taking 27 mg and once taking 54 mg (all with the permission of my doctor). They sort of helped. I got more frustrated, and little things I couldn't do made me want to cry more. But that could be because I tried harder to do more little things, so when I failed, I got more and more frustrated, or I was becoming aware enough to actually notice my failure in little things instead of brushing them because my arousal level was too low so I couldn't accord it enough attention to think about it long enough for it to occur to me to get upset. Convoluted, I know. I'm too tired to make sense of it right now.